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| oookay well i have to go to work in like 10 minutes but i thought i would update because i got ready early. im really excited because i get to leave work tonight whenever i feel like it which means i am NOT closing hooray! hmm lets see. this weekend has been one of my favorite weekends so far. i dont even know why. last night i went to the basketball game with cassie, michael, melissa ,and maggie and we lost. boo. then we went to michaels until kasey got off work and then we were gonna go to her house..and on the way to her house michael and i had a very very good talk..so thats good. thennn everyone finished eating and work and stuff and met at kaseys and we just talked all night but it was so fun. so then we were gonna sleep at cassies house, so we went over there at like 1230 and jollie and minks came with us because they were sleeping at mathews house but they couldnt go over until he got done clubbing lol. so they stayed until 2 ish, and we just talked some more. thennnn thursday night i slept at cassies and we went SLEDDING with andre and eli and that was fun because i have never been! and today so far we went to see the play at school with tim..and now im going to work for ohhh.. 2 hours ish! im gonna be so mad at myself when its pay day..but i just dont care! kyle gets back from iowa tonight..yay! hmm other than that..nothing all that exciting is happening. im going home thursday just for like 2 nights but im so excited to see my girls! and EUGENE! ;o) and im obsessed with the snow..even though i HATE that its so cold. i LOVE looking out and seeing snow everywhere! and i of course love christmas. welllll i guess thats all ive got for today except i just want to leave off with how much i ADORE my friends...here and in texas..i am soo amazingly blessed. | | |
| i never feel like updating anymore...buuut i guess i do tonight. thanksgiving was good..my sister came up and that always makes me happy. i got sick on friday..rough times but oh well..i didnt have to work at 6 am on saturday because of it. see who says i dont look at the bright side?
my life is so good, and i know that because of that, i shouldnt focus on all the little things that get me so annoyed..but i do. i mean i have absolutley no reason to be anything but happy. i have the best friends i could have ever asked for, in texas and here, my boyfriend is absolutley amazing, i have a good family, i love my school, i have a good job..but its like im just always striving to be better, and i cant make myself stop. dont get me wrong..im so incredibly happy with everything right now..theres just those little things that i still wish i could change that become more and more obvious to me.
i hate people that use me to get to my friends..just thought i would throw that out there. maybe im not as absolutley gorgeous as my amazing friends..but thats no reason to use me. thank you. | | |
| MY SISTER COMES TOMORROW!! im so freaking excited!! and i dont work AT ALL till FRIDAY! again..very excited. welllll this weekend was good..i worked friday and saturday till close and then just hung out with people..yesterday i slept alot and went to vespers..and talked to the sister for an hourrrr. thats about it though...this week is only a 2 day week! hooray!! | | |
| whats weird is that as much as you tore me down..it kills me to see you like this. were you ever really as strong as i thought you were...or is that just how i saw you because i needed you to be strong?
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| the concert was AMAZING! and my weekend was amazing as well. i dont really feel like writing..sooo im just gonna not, and end with the completley awesome song we sang last night at vespers.
I am the only one to blame for this
Somehow it all adds up the same
Soaring on the wings of selfish pride
I flew too high and like Icarus I collide
With a world I try so hard to leave behind
To rid myself of all but love
to give and die
To turn away and not become
Another nail to pierce the skin of one who loves
more deeply than the oceans,
more abundant than the tears
Of a world embracing every heartache
Can I be the one to sacrifice
Or grip the spear and watch the blood and water flow
To love you - take my world apart
To need you - I am on my knees
To love you - take my world apart
To need you - broken on my knees
All said and done I stand alone
Amongst remains of a life I should not own
It takes all I am to believe
In the mercy that covers me
Did you really have to die for me?
All I am for all you are
Because what I need and what I believe are worlds apart
I look beyond the empty cross
forgetting what my life has cost
and wipe away the crimson stains
and dull the nails that still remain
More and more I need you now,
I owe you more each passing hour
the battle between grace and pride
I gave up not so long ago
So steal my heart and take the pain
and wash the feet and cleanse my pride
take the selfish, take the weak,
and all the things I cannot hide
take the beauty, take my tears
the sin-soaked heart and make it yours
take my world all apart
take it now, take it now
and serve the ones that I despise
speak the words I can't deny
watch the world I used to love
fall to dust and thrown away
I look beyond the empty cross
forgetting what my life has cost
so wipe away the crimson stains
and dull the nails that still remain
so steal my heart and take the pain
take the selfish, take the weak
and all the things I cannot hide
take the beauty, take my tears
take my world apart, take my world apart
I pray, I pray, I pray
take my world apart
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